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Jake English ([personal profile] gunsling) wrote in [community profile] noondayclock 2012-04-23 04:20 am (UTC)

[ And if Jake didn't think that hurt before, it sure as fuck does now. He's actually leaning against the door frame now to support his weight because right now he kind of literally feels like collapsing onto the ground. All the while giving Dirk a deer caught in headlights stare.

It takes a minute for him to try to piece together what Dirk just threw in his face, and there's a sick feeling in the pit of his stomach. Did... did Dirk really think that about him? Would the kids think that? He realized he was gone a lot, but he thought he spent more than half his time at home with them. But it wasn't because he didn't want to be around them. He just couldn't take kids that young along with him.

And no matter what Dirk says he...
]

-Could never resent--

[ He clears his throat and tries to speak a little louder. ]

I could never resent them. I love them. I love both of them.

[ There's a pause here, his expression relaxes a little, slipping back into his early pained look. He's leaving himself more openings for Dirk to use against him, but maybe he should say it anyways. Because while losing Dave is still an idea that's tearing him up inside, and while Dirk has been trying to rip him apart...

it doesn't make the next statement any less true.
]

I love all three of you.

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