[ It's... nice. Well, compared to all the fighting the fact that Dirk is actually willing to let Jake close in some way or another is nice. He's not stupid enough to think this really fixes anything, really, but it's a start, isn't it? The fact that Dirk is letting him close at all is a step in the right direction.
Jake presses his cheek against the top of Dirk's head, tightening his grip on him.
He's almost afraid to say anything right now, certain that whatever he says he's going to fuck up the moment. Considering he managed to dig a big enough hole for himself that Dirk was packing up and planning on leaving, he's not really feeling all that confident in his ability to talk Dirk out of running off on him. But before he can really think things through he's opening his mouth and babbling stupid. ]
Don't leave me.
[ That... that probably should have been "don't leave us". That probably shouldn't have been as blatantly selfish as it was. Why does he keep doing that?
He opens his mouth to try again, but he can't get the words out, instead he lets out a shaky exhale, and squeezes Dirk tighter. ]
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Jake presses his cheek against the top of Dirk's head, tightening his grip on him.
He's almost afraid to say anything right now, certain that whatever he says he's going to fuck up the moment. Considering he managed to dig a big enough hole for himself that Dirk was packing up and planning on leaving, he's not really feeling all that confident in his ability to talk Dirk out of running off on him. But before he can really think things through he's opening his mouth and babbling stupid. ]
Don't leave me.
[ That... that probably should have been "don't leave us". That probably shouldn't have been as blatantly selfish as it was. Why does he keep doing that?
He opens his mouth to try again, but he can't get the words out, instead he lets out a shaky exhale, and squeezes Dirk tighter. ]